Ye Ye….

You guys know wat? Today I am very relief, haha feel very very happy. Do you know why? Today is the last day of March and it is the day that I got my salary Ye! Last month is very tough for me like a kidding word that my friends n I always used: I’m poor, my child sicked and my husband drank (ក្រ​ហើយ កូន​ឈឺ​ ហើយ​ប្តី​ផឹក​ទៀត ) haha. Last month I had to pay for school fee that’s y my budget seem very very tough but now am ok. Hehehe

Sigh….

Really stupid these days, tell myself not to think too much but still those things keep coming in my head make me either sad or wanna cry but someone don’t want me to cry so try not to cry. As a result, this morning i had sth stuck in my throat feel damn hard to breath! Hope am not dying soon though i would be happy to

I just don no…

I just don’t know who I am? what I really want? and what kind of gal m i? How about you guys? You had your answer? I bet you did, only me that the same as a tiny boat in the middle of the ocean can’t find the way to go out, trying to ask for help but no one heard.

I just don’t know why everything I did seems wrong, seems not good. I bet you guys will tell me that you can be wrong just try to correct yourself. But the point is I always let’s it wrong and wrong again.

Sometime I just want to be like this n just hope that someone will be by myside no mater how bad am I? But finding n finding there still no one, I just don know if I am expected too high. Just someone , mayb I should give up and be happy with what i am and where I am now? My friend told me I am what I think, yeah I know she right, she always right but only that never think she right that always keep ignoring her words. Will I am the one who I am thinking? I bet I will.

A mature girl…

I think i am old enough (at least my face show that) but that not mean am mature right? Yeah, some people said m too childish. They are right, sometimes I need someone to take care of me. Tell you one thing on my CNY vacation I caught a cold but I would not take any medicines I was waiting for my mom or my aunt tell me to do so and as a result no one did so I didn’t take any medicines as well I had that illness until I back to PP. Is that too childish? I just need some caring that they used to give me, are they forgetting about me? or am I not their lovely one anymore? Did I do something wrong?

And for relation it goes the same, I would like people to care me. I hate being alone, I keep trying go to anyone that I can to accompany me though sometimes it too much for them (here I should say sorry to you that I wasting your time with me). I am trying to be mature, I am trying to be on my own sometimes though I really afraid of that and I am trying to love home (though it not as sweet as my home) but at least I have to be on my own somewhere that I don have to put such burden to any of my friends.

Just wanna say sorry for all the time you spent with me!

KFC taste

Yesterday evening I went to KFC for a first time taste! Actually I went there since last Sunday but sth went wrong between me and Pagna so we can’t have a taste. Second time there but still a lot of people. For me both of the time the impression about the place are not really good. I wonder why they choose such a small place to launch that KFC and I think KFC contribute to more traffic jam at Monivong Blvd. For taste, I don prefer it very much cos to me Fried Chicken and French Fried at Lucky Burger are more tasty, but mayb I just stick to Lucky Burger too much or mayb m too rural to taste such kind of urbanite food. I think yesterday evening was my first time and my last time at KFC.

Bellow is some pics from there hope you guys don feel sick after seeing these.

Before eating (actually it was Thy’s plate)

After eating (it not a good one but just to show how delicious it was)

Dear God

There was a man who worked for the Post Office whose job it was to process all the mail that had illegible addresses. One day, a letter came addressed in a shaky handwriting to God. He thought he should open it to see what it was about. The letter read:

Dear God,

I am an 83 year old widow, living on a very small pension. Yesterday
someone stole my purse. It had $100 in it, which was all the money I had until my next pension check. Next Sunday is Christmas, and I had invited two of my friends over for dinner. Without that money, I have nothing to buy food with. I have no family to turn to, and you are my only hope. Can you please help me?

Sincerely,

Edna

The postal worker was touched. He showed the letter to all the other
workers. Each one dug into his or her wallet and came up with a few
dollars. By the time he made the rounds, he had collected $96, which
they put into an envelope and sent to the woman. The rest of the day, all the workers felt a warm glow thinking of Edna and the dinner she would be able to share with her friends.

Christmas came and went. A few days later, another letter came from
the old lady to God. All the workers gathered around while the letter
was opened. It read:

Dear God,

How can I ever thank you enough for what you did for me? Because of your gift of love, I was able to fix a glorious dinner for my friends.
We had a very nice day and I told my friends of your wonderful gift.
By the way, there was $4 missing. I think it must have been those thieving bastards at the Post Office.

Now

All I wanna do is cry, can I cry now? no not yet but my deep in my heart are crying!

Last night

Last night I did not get a good sleep, and then come up with these words:

Before

When I’m sad you come from nowhere to make me smile

When I wanna cry you come from nowhere to giver your shoulder

When I am in blur you come from nowhere to show me way

When I only just say you come from nowhere to be with me

and now

When I’m sad you go to nowhere and no one make me smile

When I wanna cry you go to nowhere and I have no shoulder

When I am in blur you go to nowhere and no one to show me way

When I say and say you go to nowhere forever…..

How was yesterday?

Yesterday is March 15 and it was a day that qb launch their new phone service 013. I planned to go since I saw announcement first time in Daily but then heard from person to person that they will be there too, afraid of crowd I preferred not to go! So how about you guys anyone go there? Did you get anything? My brother (not my real one) said he did not get anything but the place was very nice they decorate with laser lights. Anyway, if the Sim Card is cheap enough for me to afford I think I will go and get one but there were some rumor that the Sim can only be used with LG phone, if it is like that then I preferred my current one (099), I kinda like it now.

Attached by Pooh now!

Mouse Pad with Pooh!

Notebook with Pooh!

I don’t know what it’s called but also Pooh!

I think more to come with Pooh! Pooh, Pooh, Pooh!!!!